Reboot Number... I lost count

It seems like every few months I swing down to a new low and after a few days find myself crawling out of that dark space feeling more hopeful then ever. Part of me is shameful in the fact that I can't seem to just stay on that path of positive thinking and energy, but I suppose all things happen for a reason.

Lately I have been studying ancient history and mythology. I almost feel as though I may find some answer in the past that will help guide me through the future. There are people who like to dwell on the past, some who live in the moment, and some that think constantly of the future. My plan is to learn as much as I can from the past to help me grow in the preset so that I may do what I believe is right for the future.

I have a lot of work to do, but I know I can do it.