Things are about to change

I am living in New York City with my two best friends. Our apartment is small but wonderful. Everyday I get hugs and am told I am love by two people I care about so much. My job is a great job, but definitely not the job I thought I would have. The more I grow up the further I grow from what I thought my dreams were.

Dreams change. Some days I think mine have and others they pull at my heart just as strongly as they did when I was younger. Music and theatre were and still are my passion, but the fear of failing have always prevented me from pursuing them. It's going to change. I realize more and more that passion is the spark but you still have to fuel the fire, you have to work at your dreams. Dreams and never really just handed to you, it may appear like others have had them just handed to them, but I have found it to not be the case.

Work harder. Love myself. Believe I can do it. I can do it. I will do it.

Things are about to change. I am about to change.