Letting go

Letting go is the thing I have such a hard time doing. Letting go of past relationships, friendships, hopes. I am not saying that dreams and hopes should be given up upon, but I spend so much time in my mind seeing how I wish things were instead of making them come true. Dreams do come true, but you have to work for them.

I hold onto the hope that this person will like me or that my job will go that way. Dreaming, literally, day and night that my hopes and wishes will come true instead of opening the doors that will allow them to turn from wishes to reality.

I need to learn to let go of how I wish things were and make them be the best they can be. Nothing will ever be perfect, but I can make the best of it. I just need to learn to let go.