This is Ridiculous

It's almost 3a.m. and I can't sleep because the pain in my feet is so unbearable right now. It's a combination of cramps and a burning sensation with the occasional stabbing pain. I test my blood sugar to make sure it's not going completely crazy, only to find out that my blood sugar is in fact right where it should be.

Obviously at this point my brain is already starting to work overtime. "Did I drink enough water? How can I naturally make this go away? Do I really need to eat rabbit food for the rest of my life just so I can have a life? Shouldn't I be scared that I am getting sick? Death isn't that scary...."

So here is the plan. I don't die at a young age. I research. I read all the diets and their fads. Find the common denominator. I learn what foods have what vitamins, how they react. I teach myself and I go by gut feelings. No more crying over protein in my urine or pains in my organs or my feet. It's time to stop being upset about this and to accept it and conquer it. Not just for myself, but for my friends and family and anyone else out there who feels so completely and utterly lost.

It is time to cure myself, because doctors aren't doing it for me. It will take a lot of time out of my day. It will be hard. People will probably think I am crazy. But I will live or die trying to find natural ways to cure THIS.